i thought everything has ended especially my greatest nightmare.... but NO!!! it started again.... today my phone keep ringing while i'm at work.... she call me many many times... blaming me for causing her (S) to be like that... my fault tat he no work?? WTF i no longer contact him for months le lor... say i still harass him... she somemore blame me for getting married.... i marry anot is none of her buisness... as long as i'm happy with my life why would i care what others say. .. i dun wish to give a damn.. just stop calling me... watever u need me to do i will settle i just want a peaceful life... i'm happily married with a happy life so dun haf to tell me whats happening in his life or in his family... she blame me for his $$ run out so fast... but all that happen when we r no longer together.... all i got was insult. she asked why drag it so long then break off?? i try brking many many fucking times but what happen??  am i allow to leave???

alot of pple asked me why i choose my current husband and not him. answer very simple who would want to leave in those kinda of nightmares?? every girl love to have a peaceful life as well as a understanding MIL. Who dosen't want their husband to be able to take care of them ? who dosen't want to have a better life without worrying abt $$ ? I may be a bitch in others eyes who think tat i wan $$ ? but would u choose to stick with someone who wont work hard?? who always give u nighmares from his mum ?? someone who dosen't plan for a future??? whatever u all wanna think i dun fucking care anymore.... read my past blog and u will understand how much nightmares i go through.

I just wish to be left alone...

Haven't been able to update my blogg abt whats happening in my life. I just left Jetstar recently, due to the stress i get, always fall sick (maybe i just can't take the air pressure when i'm in the air), and many more reasons. I decided to pay the bond and quit. Honey also agree and help me out with the bond. all thanks to him if not i really dunno what to do. Truefully I love flying around but it seems that ever since i started flying, my basic pay is always wasted in visiting the clinic. haiz.

I just join this new company and currently i'm working as customer service at Square 2. A new shopping centre which has just open. Its located just beside novena square. This new job is more relexing and the pay is much higher den what i get in jetstar. Made quite alot of new friends here. everything seems enjoyable.

As for marriage's life, everything is great. honey is still as caring as i first noe him. as sweet as he 1st chase me. Everything is going on very smoothly too.